True Colors


September 2005

I feel somewhat shaky.

I often feel that I'm somewhat vulnerable recently.
I try to listen to what people say as I'm afraid what they would think.
I feel shaky.
I wasn't like this.
I simply did what I think is right.
If I fail, I take the responsibility.
It was that simple.
Now that I think about my weakness,
I'm not commendable to act
up to my opinions.
I realized that accepting other
point of view sometimes takes
much more courage.
Though I cherish the time
when I could say exactly
what I had in mind,
Now I find myself at a loss
being in two minds whether
it is right or wrong.

This is not at all unusual, right?
I'm trying to convince myself this could happen to everyone.
Have you ever feel like this?

Autumn Reading

img_42367_9288046_0.jpgI've been losing sleep lately.
That means my summer is over.
I get up very early in the morning.
Making a lunch for my daughter is the first thing in the morning.
Then I prepare for lessons, give lessons, and work on the Halloween Plan.
I go to bed around 12 at midnight, read English books just for a while before I fall asleep.
A lot of people work much harder than I do, I know...but it's just
4-5 hour sleep is not enough for me.
I wish to read books for hours and hours to my heart's content, but
I feel too tired to enjoy my bed time reading.
I sink into a deep sleep before I realize it so that
I always have to start with the same page again and again.

Yet I could reach 220,000 words yesterday as best I can.
I'm going to bed now and tonight for sure I will enjoy longer reading.(^ー^* )フフ♪


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