woman105.gifYou know, I'm too sensitive to lose something.
I don't have guts to start out.
I go back and forth and make no progress,
and give it a try with effort anyway.
But it often looks darker and duller than I thought.
Gee, I should have gone for it from the start!
I really feel the weight of time.

失うことに敏感で、
飛び込む勇気がないの。
行ったり来たりで足踏みをして、
やっとのことで、飛び込んでも、
思ったよりもくすんで見えるの。
嗚呼、あの時迷わず飛び込むべきだったって
時の重みを痛感するの。