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This is the season for "Ally"

Today I turned on the heater for the first time this season.
Winter is right around the corner.
You'd rather have a sip of wine than a jug of beer, soup rather than salad, and
You can't skip a hot relaxing bath at the end of the day.

I've been watching "Ally McBeal" lately...again...yeah...
You know....this is the season for Ally.

♪I really need someone to talk to, and nobody else knows how to comfort me tonight.
Snow is cold, rain is wet. Chill my soul right to the marrow.♪
- Ally McBealより♪Home Again -

I like this loneliness and her way of life which is inimitable to me.
I'm intoxicated by the lonesome heart.
I live different but in some way I think I'm seeing myself through Ally.
(I'm not that weird though..)


Hi, I'm back.
I had a very good time goofing off all day.
I read and dozed off, read and dozed off and watched DVD in between.
Dinner was quite simple but nobody blamed me for that.
I sort of set "Do it Yourself Campaign". THIS IS MY TIME-OFF!!!!!
That was wonderful.

You know what? I will try again once in a while.
(^ー^* )フフ♪

I feel somewhat shaky.

I often feel that I'm somewhat vulnerable recently.
I try to listen to what people say as I'm afraid what they would think.
I feel shaky.
I wasn't like this.
I simply did what I think is right.
If I fail, I take the responsibility.
It was that simple.
Now that I think about my weakness,
I'm not commendable to act
up to my opinions.
I realized that accepting other
point of view sometimes takes
much more courage.
Though I cherish the time
when I could say exactly
what I had in mind,
Now I find myself at a loss
being in two minds whether
it is right or wrong.

This is not at all unusual, right?
I'm trying to convince myself this could happen to everyone.
Have you ever feel like this?

Autumn Reading

img_42367_9288046_0.jpgI've been losing sleep lately.
That means my summer is over.
I get up very early in the morning.
Making a lunch for my daughter is the first thing in the morning.
Then I prepare for lessons, give lessons, and work on the Halloween Plan.
I go to bed around 12 at midnight, read English books just for a while before I fall asleep.
A lot of people work much harder than I do, I know...but it's just
4-5 hour sleep is not enough for me.
I wish to read books for hours and hours to my heart's content, but
I feel too tired to enjoy my bed time reading.
I sink into a deep sleep before I realize it so that
I always have to start with the same page again and again.

Yet I could reach 220,000 words yesterday as best I can.
I'm going to bed now and tonight for sure I will enjoy longer reading.(^ー^* )フフ♪

We need music.

Do you like music?
Basically I like being in a quiet room; no music, no TV and no phone call.
but sometimes music helps me to pull myself together.

I sometimes dance with music.
It could be kind of awkward to do it alone at home.
But who knows?

I sometimes sing out loud with music while cooking in the kitchen.
My children might want me to stop.
But they got used to it somehow and they even sing and dance sometimes.

Yes. We are kind of strange.(;‾∇‾)ハッハッハ



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